Night;

     It's been some time I have started to like this loneliness. Sometimes it's peace how you don't want more of anything else as other times its dangerous how you can live alone.

    When the night starts to get darker, We get to sleep or else the darkness might devour the little goodness left in us and make us like the rest of them. It's no harm spending the whole night procrastinating but just that you won't be doing so. I often wonder at these times about the impact of the absence on

other people. Do they miss me? Yes, Maybe or not. Well, that doesn't help either to think about. But, a thought that' keeps bothering me is what if you knew there was a world where you could rewind things and fix it up? Where you could forget the memories you want to and the let go of the people that haunts you.

    It's no heaven here, trust me. The memories of the people I may have wronged with my behaviour or my attitude or just leaving them at the middle of nowhere when I knew I was their only hope in that starry dessert ! That's cruel. I wonder if they would forgive me for that . I'm not a good person but Atleast I'm not pretending to be one.

    When you can't sleep at night , You hear all kinds of sounds around you . I can hear the frogs which is really unreal here.

    Why is it so hard to connect with people. Why there is a constant fear of losing them then?

    There is this quote that goes as " Its not the pain for the people who leaves , Its for them who stays in the mortal plane to remember them and Mourn"

    Today a person walked to me and asked me if I have seen death close to me and that's the reason for me to be this good now !

    We want to be loved just like we love people. All the small efforts, wishes , prayer, admiration, affection, rage, lust, love we give, we want it all like that . Maybe asking a bit too much . Why wouldn't ?

    (Good)Night '