The Human Lens

 Date🌙.              .It all started last year in a lift. Things wasn't okay. She was fond of flying kites so I was. Started talking a bit by bit everyday. There wasn't negativity or boredom to it. We supposedly enjoyed each others company then.. . On last Eid she bought the famous Delhi Laddu she made at home and in return I gave her pickles and biryani. It was a positive vibe and things were running alright. Well, See There are two things in a person that makes them unique. Beauty and brain 💫, She was like beauty with brains . You can't ask for more. After Eid , There was this beautiful skyline and we were playing badminton ig and she asked me " Wanna go someplace nice to eat" ? Well  , I thought of it and cuz I didn't wanted to make It awkward. I said yes , Why not. Flirting was fun with her. There is this thing called no emotion attached ✨. Well, There you go at it. . As she used to live in the same building , I called her and asked her to come and said

 Morning, Sugar cube..  You have no idea how much your thoughts cross my mind. I don't let them to be in my mind for long cuz it then distracts me from every other thing. .  Do you remember when you saw me at first oidin tmader canteen e , When you waved your hands and came to hug me Ami ekdom e prepared chilam na oitar jnno. You hugged me so tight , believe me nobody else to that to me and krbeh na tmr moto. You are so sweet as a person. .  Erpor oidin you did let me have ice-cream tmr theke, You let me keep that tissue and Most Importantly that tie. Your smile , Listen its really lovable. Amr onek bhalo lageh. The way you touched my face, my head , It felt different ..  Also also, You did sent me a vm kalke rateh. Miss, I'm so sorry Ami ghumai porsilam , Apnio ghumai gesilen maybe.. It was such a sweet one tmr sleeping voice. .  Oidin canteen je jokhon tmi khacchila, Your face was looking so funny and cute. Amr iccha krtesilo to smash your cheeks karon oigula fuleh chilo ar t

 . Date¿ It was 4 in the afternoon and we were talking about what we would do it we meet ? At a point she asked me If I would come right now. Yeap , I thought she might be joking and she's like if you could come right now maybe someone will get a hug😉.  I hurried and took some chocolates and flowers on the way. There we two infront of each other. Not even saying a word. Just staring at each other and after a while I said "Hi". Well, What would you even expect me to say? I was shocked and Kinda Forzen seeing her for the first time infront of me for real. She' said "Are you here for me or for the hug ?" I said " Sudhu apnr jnno e ashchih , Oijeh Hashi ta dekhar jnno arki" 😌 .  She started laughing and My God I couldn't resist staring her the way she looked right then. "Can you think of a moment when you see someone and Your heart just fucking Melts🍫? I felt It then. After that She said Stop looking at me and Hug me. Toh ami ar ki krbo I h

 .   . 3 AM. ..     Everything is fine until 12. You are talking with some people that keeping you busy. As night gets deeper one by one starts to fall asleep and at 1 am the last person you are talking to text you "Good night". Well, Now you are all alone surfing Fb, insta ,snap and else. At a time when you are all done you remember that at this time a few months back you weren't alone at all. Someone was there for you , sending you text , memes, listening to your voice notes and replying back with the same energy. You were so happy that You forgot When It was time for Fazr and After Fazr You people watched the sunrise together and shared each other how amazing it was. After all that You send her a voice note to sleep cuz both of you were awake all night and in that voice note there is a lot of love, care and A bond that the person is soo important. Both of you send voice notes and tell each other to sleep taratari. And after 10 minutes of good night finally it ends. You

 - Lies - Ever happened that you met someone and You people started talking so long that It felt like eternity?  . .          "Bhai"-- for me it's not just a word to call someone its an emotion of love and reliability and trust.   Let me start from the beginning..... It was back in January, 2020 when we first started talking. We had a few things in common as We were both in college  and respect each others words way to much. As time passed we found our topics to talk on everyday and it was pure happiness when somone shares Their little detail with you cuz they know they can rely on you everyday. For me It was the best cuz She was a good listener and way too much talkative same as me. We used to talk all day if not so. Maybe it was for passing time or we just liked each others company. It's not everyday you find a person you like talking. Some days I used to light up her mood and some days she used to do the same for me.  Conversation we're like " Bhai kahini

  Two people meeting is destiny ' But, those two person staying together is all about effort.  . . Let me start with this one , When I met a random person and we started talking it felt beyond good. For both of us  everyday used to be magical. From morning text to' I miss you '. It was a long journey. But, As time went by I felt that those moments weren't as special as they were before. I don't know what really changed but When She used to say That she misses me I think that used to be much more real than now. These days it has become complicated even taking with each other. I don't think it's me who's not giving effort but it's just the other person. Well , Nothing to worry, Life sucks anyway but I'm glad that I had all those moments and memories to live rest of the days. The thing is Be it anyone even your best friend, everyone is gonna leave you at some point of life. So, Don't be sad if that happens. Just Be happy and Smile cuz they have