Fairy Tale ? 💫

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Ever happened that you met someone and You people started talking so long that It felt like eternity? 

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         "Bhai"-- for me it's not just a word to call someone its an emotion of love and reliability and trust.

 

Let me start from the beginning..... It was back in January, 2020 when we first started talking. We had a few things in common as We were both in college  and respect each others words way to much. As time passed we found our topics to talk on everyday and it was pure happiness when somone shares Their little detail with you cuz they know they can rely on you everyday. For me It was the best cuz She was a good listener and way too much talkative same as me. We used to talk all day if not so. Maybe it was for passing time or we just liked each others company. It's not everyday you find a person you like talking. Some days I used to light up her mood and some days she used to do the same for me.

 Conversation we're like " Bhai kahini hoye geseh , Shunben? And I was like" Areh apnr kahini shunar jnno e toh asi ". It was this long voice notes and paragraphs everyday that used to express happiness and joy and care for each other. Most of the kahini were based on little things with our family members and friends. It was a good feeling when we can share things knowing that the other person won't judge me based on what I did and Support me to go on everyday. There wasn't a little detail that we didn't shared. But, as you know every good things comes to an end. It was maybe the time of the evening and I was telling her an incident  that happened last night. All of a sudden I saw that " She deactivated her account which she used to do every 2 months for a couple of days as a break. But this time she didn't told me before doing it. I thought it was fine and she might be in something. We were so engaged with sharing things that we didn't knew each other number or where we lived. It was more than 1 month and I thought its going long or what if I'm blocked. I asked on of my friend to search her on fb. She did searched her and found her. So , It means that I was blocked by her. I felt extreme anger back then also I cried halka je Am I toxic or something that she just blocked me all of a sudden ? Well, I was completely dependent on her for talking everyday that much. She did told me never be dependent on anyone but I didn't thought she was talking about me . I had this depression for a week or something erpor I got myself out of this accepting that I was wrong about the person and Sometimes someone you trust as "Bhai" also can leave you. Things got started get better and all of a sudden she texted me " Bhai beche asen and She was sorry and all" Well, then I asked her the reason and she lied to me that She was going to block someone else and instead she blocked me and she couldn't find it out for 2 months. Well, I hate lies Mon thekeh ekdom. Then , I told her " Bhai sotti ta bolen and we can keep this going and she lied again." After that I told her a couple of things over voice notes and that day I didn't respected her as Bhai " I wanted her to feel what I felt and She shouldn't had lied. And Told her je If someday you could tell me a logical reason do text me and if you can't then don't. I won't be there for you at your wedding , I won't be there for you at that coffee shop you told me to be at your birthday. I won't be there for you to save you from getting married, well she was scared of it 🙃. After all that I found My peace and I think she got her ans too. I made a decision that day never to be dependent on anyone ever. People are like happiness. They will come in your life and make it better and go. After that  someone else would come and go. Its a never ending cycle. Try to hold onto the people You really care for and who ask you how you were at the end of your day. It's not everyday You find a person to care for you. If you have someone like it then You are lucky.

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Well,  Lying is like a parasite. It destroys beautiful relationships. Never lie to the person you trust, you love and you Depend on. Becuz once that person relize you lied and leave you 🙃, You will feel like dying believe me. 

<"In this terrifying word , All we have are the connections we make".) 

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This is the mistake of getting attached to someone, When they leave you , You just feel lost ">

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Um, What should I say about you? You are an amazing person someone could ever be with. You made me laugh and you are the reason of a lot of my happy memories.I learned How to respect someone from you. Remember once you told me that " Bhai apnr Mon e amr jaiga ta ar kaokeh diben na toh? And I replied that" Keo niteh parbeh na apnr jaigah " it meant for me a lot. Keep smiling Always and Ha I miss the talk we used to had and the person too. I remember the happy moments with you and I would like to remember that as you are. Never leave a person in middle of  a dessert like that. You never know how much You mean to that person.

                                - The End - 

 Asta La Vista '

12:12 AM " Make a wish 💕.

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